i worry. that if i let go now, i’d end up with a disorganised wedding. or that our guests would criticize all our efforts. or that our guests would ignore our requests at the church. or that some guests would fail to understand that they can’t bring more than the numbers alloted to them.
i am anxious. still after all these years of planning, and coming home a month and a half before the day, we are still tying up loose ends a couple of weeks before the wedding.
but i am happy. that i am marrying the best guy a girl can ever want. my best friend. my soul mate…maybe i have nothing to be worried about after all.